Snowflake Challenge: Day 1
Jan. 3rd, 2013 12:08 pmI'm cautiously - so, so cautiously and carefully - trying to tease out the fannish enthusiasm I used to have. There's probably a long meta post in my head somewhere about this, but as I'm currently full of cold, it's going to take me a while to get to that.
But skimming back through old fic, working out what I like, don't like and remembering 'huh, I used to be able to write', I've found that what really gets me motivated is a challenge. The more restrictive the guidelines, the more I enjoyed myself. Boundaries are there to be explored, stretched and poked at, and I've never found them restrictive. I know I want to get back to writing, and I know I want to write Merlin, but that part of my brain is all skittish and nervous, and wants prompts, which I'm too nervous to ask for, because I don't know if I can fill them or not. It's all very annoying, and suggests I need to ease myself back in rather than taking any kind of plunge.
So I'm coming back to my fannish self with a very, very gentle challenge -
snowflake_challenge. The idea is that over 15 challenges, you celebrate fandom, and your own place in it. I kind of like that. It's hosted on DW, but OpenID comments are welcome.
Even better, there's no time restriction, so those of us who like to procrastinate can chip in when we're ready. Day 1 was, not surprisingly, supposed to be posted on 1st January, and although I wrote this then, I've only just been able to stop blowing my nose for long enough to get it posted.
Day 1: In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator.
Although most of my LJ is now locked down, I've unlocked these stories for folk who prefer to read there, and included DW and AO3 links too. It's felt a bit like sorting through an attic and rediscovering an old life, which may possibly be good for me.
( I went with 5 stories, trying for a spread of fandoms )
But skimming back through old fic, working out what I like, don't like and remembering 'huh, I used to be able to write', I've found that what really gets me motivated is a challenge. The more restrictive the guidelines, the more I enjoyed myself. Boundaries are there to be explored, stretched and poked at, and I've never found them restrictive. I know I want to get back to writing, and I know I want to write Merlin, but that part of my brain is all skittish and nervous, and wants prompts, which I'm too nervous to ask for, because I don't know if I can fill them or not. It's all very annoying, and suggests I need to ease myself back in rather than taking any kind of plunge.
So I'm coming back to my fannish self with a very, very gentle challenge -
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Even better, there's no time restriction, so those of us who like to procrastinate can chip in when we're ready. Day 1 was, not surprisingly, supposed to be posted on 1st January, and although I wrote this then, I've only just been able to stop blowing my nose for long enough to get it posted.
Day 1: In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator.
Although most of my LJ is now locked down, I've unlocked these stories for folk who prefer to read there, and included DW and AO3 links too. It's felt a bit like sorting through an attic and rediscovering an old life, which may possibly be good for me.
( I went with 5 stories, trying for a spread of fandoms )