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jadesfire ([personal profile] jadesfire) wrote2009-05-05 08:29 am
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Getting over myself

Dear people who have friended this journal recently,

I'm normally chattier and cheerier than this, generally speaking. But I'm discovering that it's hard to combat depression with chocolate and will-power alone and this is making me even more morose than usual. On the plus side, there are people who've managed to put up with me for the nearly three years that I've been around here, so it is possible.

Speaking of which...


Dear people who've been around and stuck around for some reason,

Sorry for being such a miserable so and so lately. Stuff sucks but I've just had a couple of reminders of how good I have it and it's making me weepily grateful. You're awesome to me when I'm whiny and I love reading you every day. As I said earlier, I'm getting help and I hope to do better in future.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

In other news, my continuing ability to make electrical equipment go kablooey has struck again. The radio in the kitchen has started switching on even when it's turned off. We're having to turn it off at the wall because the intermittently glowing light and occasional strange voices coming out of it are freaking me out.

Coming up later: Eight Days of Awesome and the biggest little linkspam in the world.

[identity profile] jadesfire2808.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
It's definitely not something you just get over, or that you can really get yourself over either. This is a good reminder to me for future that I *can* do positive - a good reminder for the bad times.

*hugs back* Hang in there! I know stuff's tough at the moment, but you're doing great.

[identity profile] hab318princess.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
you know, as the saying goes: what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.... and even if it doesn't make sense (most of my life doesn't half the time) we deal with what we have

and feel free to PM me anytime - I'm getting very good at the tough love thing :D