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Oct. 29th, 2009 02:58 pmIt's almost 3pm here and we haven't seen the sun all day. It feels more like 6pm and I'm ready to go home, not work 2 more hours. *sobs*
I often despair of humanity, but I should remember not to click links that make that worse, especially when I'm like this. The current battle is to not go and empty the vending machine of mars bars, but to have a banana, a decent coffee *hugs cafetiere* and get some work done so that I don't feel the day has been a complete waste.
The irony is, of course, that I have achieved things today, just...not that I can remember.
*sigh* Come on folks, what are you up to? Tell me what you've achieved today - I need some hope here!
I often despair of humanity, but I should remember not to click links that make that worse, especially when I'm like this. The current battle is to not go and empty the vending machine of mars bars, but to have a banana, a decent coffee *hugs cafetiere* and get some work done so that I don't feel the day has been a complete waste.
The irony is, of course, that I have achieved things today, just...not that I can remember.
*sigh* Come on folks, what are you up to? Tell me what you've achieved today - I need some hope here!
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Date: 2009-10-29 03:11 pm (UTC)I wish you luck with the rest of your work day, and thank you for making me want a banana. Fruit is good.
*hugs and hugs*
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Date: 2009-10-29 03:33 pm (UTC)I often despair of humanity, but I should remember not to click links that make that worse
I've been having a very annoyed time with the internet as of late, so I'm trying to figure out a way to distance myself without having to... drive myself crazy? Er, I have not quite fully thought this plan through. It's a work in progress.
Tell me what you've achieved today - I need some hope here!
I've finished the major edits on that Vet presentation that was sucking the soul out of me the other day. I feel that's a great achievement! I also have a number I have to call later, so hopefully I'll finally have a date to nail down plans around.
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Date: 2009-10-29 03:48 pm (UTC)I did get the photos I needed, last night, and get them sent off to the new Art Center where I'll be teaching. I thought I took forever to do that -- three days! Because I didn't have a decent shot of myself and had to get one -- but they thanked me for my quick response. :-)
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Date: 2009-10-29 03:49 pm (UTC)I've achieved not ripping someone apart for their blatant desire to have people fawning over their brilliance when in fact they have no idea what they are posting and have just C&Ped something from a fairly inaccurate wikia(I just may bitch about it in my LJ in a locked post though) That's something right?
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Date: 2009-10-29 03:51 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 03:54 pm (UTC)Sounds a lot like my place ^^
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Date: 2009-10-29 04:00 pm (UTC)Thanks *hugs back* I'm back with my SAD light and absolutely basking now *happy sigh*
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Date: 2009-10-29 04:02 pm (UTC)It's like a vicious circle - when I'm feeling good, I know better than to click the links that will make me cross (I stay out of fandom drama, but the other stuff is just as rage-inducing). When I'm feeling down, it's like I can't help myself. Maybe if I keep telling myself not to I'll get the message in the end!
Woot! That definitely sounds like an achievement :D
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Date: 2009-10-29 04:03 pm (UTC)It's funny how other people's timescales aren't like ours, isn't it? Also, internet time is definitely different to real time ;)
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Date: 2009-10-29 04:04 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 04:04 pm (UTC)Ooh, definitely get through the rest of Zagreus - I'm about 3 or 4 episodes down the line and it gets even better. Enjoy!
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Date: 2009-10-29 04:05 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 04:11 pm (UTC)So, what have I achieved?
1. I have found a costume for the costume party tomorrow. I've been a little stressed over it (weird thing to stress over, I know).
2. I have finally figured out where my zine story is going.
3. I have finalized plans to have dinner with a friend who is moving soon to Thailand.
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Date: 2009-10-29 04:15 pm (UTC)They sniped at my questioning the authenticity of their facts and I was slightly ruder than I should have been. (Because, seriously, finding something on the internet (especially if it's in only one place) doesn't make it true, now does it?)
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Date: 2009-10-29 04:24 pm (UTC)I figure by now you've finished or almost finished your work day? If so congratulations for making it through!
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Date: 2009-10-29 04:27 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 04:35 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 04:37 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 04:39 pm (UTC)I pointed to numerous other webpages that listed the correct info, but NO, wikia said X and what does it matter if her post is right or not anyway? (which was when I backed away and ran for the hills)
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Date: 2009-10-29 04:42 pm (UTC)Sounds like you're well out of that one!
*g* And yes, I mostly use Wiki for a list of references, because when you read entries on subjects that you actually know something about? Sheesh.
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Date: 2009-10-29 04:49 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 04:55 pm (UTC)Maybe if I keep telling myself not to I'll get the message in the end!
Y'know, I think an insatiable curiosity is part of the problem. I can control it some when I'm up, because I have the foresight to go "Well, I know that's not going to lead me anywhere good". When I'm down, I kind of have this self-destructive tendency to feed the bad thought loop.
Right now, I'm making up mantras to repeat when I catch myself in the middle of one of those vicious looping thoughts, and so far it's working to bring me back. I figure if I aim for neutrality, I might one day get there.
(And I've been whapping myself upside the head all week, because it took me this long to realize that I'd allowed myself to get drawn into fandom drama again... d'oh)
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Date: 2009-10-29 05:01 pm (UTC)Baby steps, one day at a time etc etc, eh?
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Date: 2009-10-29 05:02 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 05:05 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 05:11 pm (UTC)And the fandom drama... it wasn't so much that I went looking for it. It just kept popping up on my flist in ways that I couldn't quite avoid without using filters or list trimming.
Baby steps, one day at a time etc etc, eh?
Rome was not built in a day, so they say.
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Date: 2009-10-29 05:21 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 06:23 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 06:30 pm (UTC)I *almost* got the bootees I've knitted to felt... ALMOST.
I wrote (okay it was flyby PWP) but that makes three days in a row I have managed to engage in writing (or some part of that process).
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Date: 2009-10-29 06:31 pm (UTC)That is all.
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Date: 2009-10-29 06:32 pm (UTC)Sorry you're having such a cruddy day love.
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Date: 2009-10-29 06:45 pm (UTC)I really suck at costume stuff but a coworker helped me out. Her husband used to be a race car driver so she lent me his suit, helmet and gloves. I'm going as Danica Patrick. It's okay if you don't know who she is. I know very little about race car driving except that she is one of the rare females in the sport.
Your party sounds fun! Wish I knew a few LJ folks around here to meet up with on occasion.
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Date: 2009-10-29 07:50 pm (UTC)OH: and i got the kid out the door to school despite his crankiness. kid-launches are always important.
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Date: 2009-10-29 07:52 pm (UTC)... what the hell kind of question is that?
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Date: 2009-10-29 07:55 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-29 11:45 pm (UTC)